Feeling Left Out

Date: [Today’s Date] Dear Diary, This overwhelming sense of betrayal and loneliness is consuming me, and I have to get it out somewhere before I implode. My heart is in pieces right now, and I don’t know how to put it back together. My friend, more like my brother, the one person I thought I could rely on in every situation, has blatantly forgotten I exist. The person who has been my rock suddenly finds someone else, his so-called girlfriend, and it's like I've been erased from his life. His true colors have come out, and they sting worse than any physical pain. Yesterday’s incident still makes my blood boil. We went to the store, and then they just left me there. How do you forget someone you’re supposed to care about? Is my presence that insignificant? I stood there in disbelief, heart heavy, mind racing. You never feel quite as unwanted as when you realize you're alone in a place you’re not meant to be alone in. I started walking back home, hoping maybe there was some explanation, but all I got was laughter. No apologies, no acknowledgment of their mistake, just laughter. It felt like the universe's cruel joke at my expense. The whispering behind my back, the subtle exclusion - it’s as if I’ve overstayed my welcome in their world. Every whisper feels like a dagger, every sidelong glance burns. I feel like an alien in what was once my home. I don’t know how much more of this I can take. Maybe it’s time that I left, but the thought of leaving breaks my heart even further. My mind is a storm of confusion and sorrow, and I’m left here, wondering just what went wrong. Forever lost, [Your Name]