Ask AI: diary entry on how fiela felt when benjamin did not return

Dear Diary, Today was one of the most painful days of my life. The overwhelming heaviness in my heart continues as Benjamin hasn't returned home. As the sun set, each passing second was like a stabbing pain, tearing me apart. Benjamin, my boy, my son. He has been with us since he was but a child, and part of me always feared this day would come. That he would be claimed by a world that cannot see past the transient face of one's true soul. Today, it seems like part of my heart is missing, like something integral to my existence is lost to the void. His absence is like a phantom pain, lingering and reminding me of the child that I nursed, cared for, and saw grow into a young man. The memories of his laughter, his mischievous little antics, his dreams, they all reverberate within these empty walls. I feel betrayed by fate, by the cruel ways of the world that took him from me. Why him, why did it have to be him? I find myself asking this question to the silent void of the universe. Even though the world has turned its back on me, but, as a mother, I can't do the same. I can't give up. Hope is all I have, and hope is what I shall cling to. I will fight, fight for my Benjamin. Even if it means I must brave the darkness all alone, I shall do it for him. I shall stay strong till I see his face once more. In this seemingly endless distress, I find solace in the promise of a new dawn. For even the darkest of nights yield to the rising sun, and I remain hopeful and steadfast, praying for Benjamin's safe return. I will whisper a silent wish for his well-being into the night, and let him know that he is missed and loved with all my heart. I am already picturing his smile upon his return. Oh, what a glorious day that would be. Always, Fiela