Transcendence: Becoming Kira Yamato

Prompt: Write a POV transformation story of an average human reader turning into Kira Yamato (in his pilot suit from SEED Destiny) from the Gundam anime, complete with gender change (if the reader is a female, her breasts vanish as her throat gains an Adam's apple to give her a more masculine voice identical to Kira and her female privates (vagina, ovaries, and uterus) from her crotch/nether region invert itself and pushes out into male private parts (a penis and testicles); however, this is optional and only if the reader is female), instant clothes change (the reader's clothes becoming Kira Yamato's pilot suit), height change (becoming 170 centimeters tall), age change (becoming 18 years old), voice change (turning the reader's voice into Kira's voice), reality change (the reader's real world becoming the world of Gundam), and mind/mental change (with the reader's personality and memories being completely replaced with Kira's personality and memories, despite the reader's best efforts on fighting off the mind/mental changes, making him completely forget that he was ever a mundane person living in a mundane life (which he knew that he never was someone who lived in a mundane life) and he only remembered and knew about being a coordinator (a genetically enhanced human being, with himself being the "Ultimate Coordinator") named Kira Yamato, and he knew that's who he had always been (Kira Yamato is his true/real self)). The transformation is permanent (meaning it is forever) and is completely irreversible. For Kira Yamato's appearance (after the reader turned into him), he is a young male with tan skin, neck-length brown hair, and amethyst-colored eyes. In C.E. 71, as a civilian Kira usually wore a black shirt and mint green pants. After joining the Earth Alliance, he wore the special men’s version of the OMNI Enforcer Uniform, although he chose not to wear a rank badge. When in combat, he wore a black, white, and teal-colored version of the OMNI Enforcer’s pilot suit. In C.E. 73, as a civilian, Kira wore a charcoal-colored shirt and pants, with belt straps on the shoulders and abdomen, and a red undershirt beneath. After rejoining the Archangel, Kira wore the updated version of the Orb Military Uniform. Initially, he dressed in the uniform of an Ensign and later wore the high-end version upon his promotion to Admiral. When piloting his mobile suit, he wore a custom version of the Orb pilot suit. His pilot suit (which the reader's clothes transformed into) was colored blue, black, and white with red highlights on the shoulders. In C.E. 74, as a civilian, Kira wore a purple shirt, a beige jacket, and dark grey pants with a matching belt. After joining ZAFT, he wore the White Uniform with gold markings signifying his rank of Commander. In C.E. 75, Kira continues to wear his civilian clothing during C.E. 73. After joining Compass, he wore a White Uniform that is similar in looks with ZAFT's White Uniform. Here is Kira Yamato's skills and abilities; Kira has a sharp sense and rapid information processing ability and is one of the strongest pilots in the Cosmic Era.[34] He is shown to have great adaptability through his constant improvement of the GAT-X105 Strike Gundam's incomplete OS to enhance its performance to match the combat situation he faces, including space, Earth's atmosphere, underwater and desert environments. Kira has exceptional mobile suit shooting precision which became the core of his piloting style after acquiring the ZGMF-X10A Freedom Gundam, as he always tries to disable the enemy mobile suits without lethally harming the pilot by aiming for weapons or body parts except for the cockpit. He was shown to be overwhelmed by the ZGMF-X13A Providence Gundam's DRAGOON units at first; however, he was able to follow and predict the weapon's movement afterward. By the end of the Second Alliance-PLANT War, Kira was able to singlehandedly shoot down all of the DRAGOONs from the ZGMF-X666S Legend Gundam. However, during the Foundation Conflict, Kira in the ZGMF/A-262B Strike Freedom Gundam Type II had a hard time dealing with NOG-M2D1/E Cal-re.A's DRAGOONs until the switch to the ZGMF/A-262PD-P Mighty Strike Freedom Gundam where Lacus helped him disable Cal-re.A's DRAGOONs. While lacking any formal military training, Kira's fighting ability developed quickly and greatly as his time in combat increased, along with his mastery of SEED Mode. In contrast to his piloting capabilities, Kira is shown to be inexperienced with handguns, preferring not to use them, as shown when he throws a gun at an assailant during a terrorist attack instead of firing it. He has to be reminded by Mu to remove the safety on his gun during the battle of Mendel, while in pursuit of Rau inside the colony. By the Second Alliance-PLANT War, however, his handgun skills have improved significantly, seen during the second assassination attempt on Lacus Clyne at Copernicus City on the Moon. Kira might have been better in his handgun skills, but it was shown that he can't use swords for fighting, as shown when he was challenged by Shura Serpentine in their first meeting in Kingdom of Foundation's capital city Ishtaria. Here is Kira Yamato's personality; At his core, Kira was a kind, compassionate, and selfless person who was willing to put his own life at risk to protect others without hesitation, especially his friends and loved ones. A strong believer in individualism, Kira firmly believed in the freedom of choice for all people and had a profound respect for life. Kira was an introvert by nature and spent long periods alone contemplating his thoughts and emotions but also enjoyed being with and talking to others. Despite being very intelligent, Kira could be stubborn and had the habit of entering into dangerous situations without thinking them through. However, this tendency, combined with his kindness towards others earned him the friendship, trust, and loyalty of many people. Initially a pacifist, Kira disliked conflict and wanted nothing to do with war. However, he was forced to compromise his morals to defend his friends, leading him to fight against his fellow Coordinators. Because of his highly sensitive and empathic nature, Kira became traumatized throughout his continuous exposure to war by the deaths he committed and the lives he failed to save. This caused him to develop atychiphobia (intense fear of failure), and constantly berate himself for any losses, resulting in an obsessive belief that he needed to kill his opponents to protect people, regardless of the emotional turmoil it caused him. This culminated in his battle against Athrun, where after both of them had killed one of the other’s friends, Tolle and Nicol respectively, a grief-stricken Kira fought with uncontrollable anger to kill his childhood friend. During his recuperation with Lacus after his battle with Athrun, Kira examined his experiences and reasons for fighting in the war. While he didn’t regret fighting to protect others, he believed that simply labeling those he killed as "enemies" or saying that they were unavoidable casualties in his duty as a soldier were inadequate justifications for his actions. Through Lacus’ inquiring questions, he realized that his refusal to consider the long-term outcomes of his decisions led him to the situations he faced. After confronting his past, Kira found courage in his suffering and formed a new resolve; concluding that inaction born of apathy would only result in the continuation of conflict, Kira decided to return to the battlefield, despite having the opportunity to leave the war behind him, choosing to fight to save lives rather than to kill an enemy. Having come to terms with the lives he took, Kira accepted the unavoidable reality of killing in battle. However, from then on, he chose to do so only when he deemed it necessary to avoid needless deaths as much as possible. Kira’s views on Naturals and Coordinators followed the same ideology as George Glenn’s; that Coordinators were not a separate species from Naturals, but were instead created to help all of humanity achieve its dreams of obtaining a better future.[10] Because of this, he befriended people of both types, treating them no different from anyone else; to him, they were all humans. However, his being a Coordinator led to many hardships after being drafted into the Earth Alliance, as he endured the thoughtless and insensitive remarks of others who made it a point of differentiating people by their genetic type, and sometimes outright persecution from those who utterly hated Coordinators. These experiences took a toll on Kira, causing him to become increasingly anxious and depressed for simply being what he was, leading him to occasionally isolate himself from others. Kira reached his breaking point after Rau Le Creuset revealed to him his origins as the Ultimate Coordinator, resulting in Kira having a full-on existential crisis, questioning his humanity and reason for existence, especially after learning that so many people had died in the process of making him what he was. Eventually, with Lacus’ help, Kira reconciled with the truth of his past and the revelation of being the Ultimate Coordinator, concluding that his genes, just like everyone else's, didn’t define his identity or worth, he did. By the Second Alliance-PLANT War, Kira had further internalized his experiences from the previous conflict, resulting in his overall personality significantly maturing, having become a calmer, more composed, and philosophical individual. His prior exposure to war led him to conduct himself more stoically, becoming more conscientious in his decisions, while also being suspicious about the motivations of others before trusting them, especially those he hadn’t met personally. Despite his more reserved behavior, Kira remained a kind and compassionate individual and maintained emotionally open and strong relationships with his friends. Because of his past experience of not being honest with himself and acknowledging his actions and mistakes, he made it a habit to speak candidly about his thoughts and opinions and didn’t hesitate to let someone know they were wrong or that he disagreed with them, even when he understood their perspective. Additionally, he tried to empathetically help others recognize and take responsibility for their own mistakes so they didn’t end up paying for them in the future and supported them in their decisions to make amends and move forward. Kira acted in a fashion best described as a reluctant hero. In contrast to his lead-by-example behavior, he often refused to acknowledge an official role of authority, possibly due to him not viewing himself as the leader type, as he regularly left command decisions to Lacus or Cagalli. Still, Kira’s willingness to take on risks before anyone else in his earnest devotion to saving people, in addition to his caring and idealistic nature resonated with, and inspired confidence in others, earning him the respect, trust, and support of those who chose to willingly follow him. This included not only his friends and loved ones but also many within the Orb military, who followed him in the belief that his ideology embodied the true ideals of the Orb Union. Although he desired to live in a world where he didn’t have to fight, Kira was fully willing to enter battle if it was to safeguard the people he cared about, especially Lacus. While never seeking to fight for its own sake, Kira’s prior experience in war convinced him that intended action was necessary to end conflicts, and passivity born of fear or apathy would only create or prolong tragedies. However, Kira was not always sure of what actions to take to achieve his objectives and had doubts concerning his role in events and whether his efforts would bring about a meaningful resolution. Nevertheless, he believed that the worst thing to do was give up, and with support from his friends, Kira maintained hope that they would find their true purpose even after making mistakes, so long as they faced the challenges of reality and continued head-on. When confronted with Durandal’s Destiny Plan and its utopian ideology, Kira admitted that it did have merit in bringing order and direction to people’s lives, even stating that it was by all means "the ultimate destination" for Coordinators, who sought to constantly improve themselves. However, he asserted that the Destiny Plan was incompatible with humans, as it suppressed humanity’s capacity to change through independent choice and disregarded people’s dreams, desires, and hopes by creating a world where their lives were not their own. Kira believed that humans, despite being capable of committing atrocities out of greed, jealousy, hatred, and prejudice, could learn to understand and accept each others' differences and make choices that could forge a better future by growing beyond their past mistakes. When asked what he would do if the choices people made caused the world to fall to chaos again, Kira declared that he would fight to protect it once more. There should be quotes from the characters (including but not limited to the reader) in this story so we know what they're saying and what they're thinking. Also, it is a POV reader story, so it should not be in an author's point of view (my, I, mine, etc), and it should be from the point of view of the reader (you, your, etc).