"Shadows of the Shinobi: The Battle Within Natsumi"

Prompt: write a part 3 were only natsumi remembers she used to be a man with everyone else always though she was a girl ] When Naruto woke up one morning, she discovered an unprecedented transformation that had taken place overnight. Her usual short, spiky hair had lengthened into a cascade of long, blonde waves, possessing the same texture and straightness that her mother's hair once had. But in a drastic change, her bold, sharp facial features had softened into delicate femininity, and her usual muscular build was replaced by a petite, curvaceous form that clearly signified she was a woman now. She found it difficult to believe herself. Where once there was a flat chest, now breasts filled her shirt. And even more unsettling was the fact that her genitals had entirely changed. Rather than the familiar male anatomy she was used to, she now possessed a woman's vagina. Even though she looked into the mirror again and again, her friends and fellows in the village of Konoha didn’t bat an eye as if she had always been a girl. Confusion etched into her brows and she tried to explain, but it seemed as if something was restraining her speech. She attempted to voice out her birth name, Naruto, but even on the tip of her tongue, the name was replaced with "Natsumi." Gradually, as she pronounced her old name aloud, she heard it morph into the new one, sliding from Naruto, to Narum, and finally, Natsumi. And though she did not wish for it, she found herself adorning a traditionally feminine mannerism, her gait as graceful and swift as a kunoichi, not a burly ninja. The tried and tested Jutsu of shadow cloning was rendered futile as the clones that appeared were all female too, only serving to remind her of the stark transformation. To a greater shock, even the nine-tailed fox, Kurama, seemed to accept the change in a stride, not questioning her femininity as if it had always been the case. Natsumi even found herself attracted to the men around her, something entirely novel and disturbing to her former personality. She cocooned herself in the familiar red Kurama chakra cloak, but the cloak itself seemed to mould around her new, feminine form, flattering her slender waist and accentuating her curves. Stubborn as ever, Natsumi tried to resist the evolving reality. Yet, all efforts were futile. Even her apartment was different, enveloped in softer hues, and her photographs depicted her as a girl all along. Her clothes morphed into feminine attire, replacing the orange tracksuits with pastel kimonos and skirts. She tried to discuss the matter with Kurama, but her words seemed to lose their meaning mid-sentence. The transformation was far from merely physical: her entire reality seemed to shift, portraying her as Natsumi, not Naruto. But deep inside her, she clung to the fact that she remembered, she remembered being a man, and with this knowledge, she vowed to find a way to comprehend this sudden shift in her existence. Days turned into weeks, and Natsumi increasingly found herself trapped in a body and a reality she didn't recognize. Every day, she woke up hoping to find herself back in the familiar form of Naruto. Every morning, she stood in front of the mirror, praying for the sight of her spiky blond hair, for the reflection of her former self. But every day, she found herself in the same predicament- her amber eyes stared back from beneath delicate lashes, her lips, fuller, and her hair, cascaded over her shoulders in a silky wave. Natsumi's resolve of becoming Hokage had been resolute as Naruto. However, gradually her aspirations camouflaged into a muted distaste for leadership. The idea of being a Hokage couldn't strike a chord in Natsumi's heart anymore. The dreams she once held dear were drifting away, replaced by a submissive acceptance of her Jonin position. She found herself serving and helping, rather than leading. Every bit of her strained against the new reality that was slowly and steadily edging the old one away. She tried desperately to cling to her dream. Every fiber within her struggled against the tide of memories that were cascading over her and threatening to wash away her dreams of Hokage with it. But unfortunately, her mental resilience staggered against the onslaught of altered recollections. The voice inside her head that told her relentlessly to strive for the Hokage position was growing fainter. The prospect of being Hokage – once the object of her every ambition and the force behind her largest sacrifices – began to drift away until it was nothing more than a distant, distasteful shadow, something unrecognizable and abhorrent. The responsibilities and hurdles of being Hokage weighed her down, something Naruto would have taken as a challenge. Paperwork, she was beginning to despise, not as Naruto, who'd grumble but sit with it all night if he had to. Just the thought of leading the village filled her heart with dread instead of pride and anticipation. Overwhelmed by the change, she whispered to herself at night, trying to convince herself to chase that dream again. But every answer from her heart was a resounding 'No', and every morning, she found herself dressed not in the regalia of leadership, but in the traditional Jonin gear, worn by those sworn to follow, not lead. Yet still, Natsumi, the ninja with a past named Naruto, refused to surrender entirely. She would continue to fight this new reality, to hold onto the memories that she was sure were true. Even as her physical self, her dream of Hokage, and even her own heart betrayed her, she clung to the small chance that she might rediscover her lost identity, the identity of Naruto, the future Hokage of Konoha, a dream she was forced to fight and dread every waking moment.