"Apologies of a Reluctant Helper"

Prompt: Long and thorough and detailed 190 numbered sentences story in the format of numbered sentences starting from 1 to 190 about 7 year old Peter getting ready for Halloween at home by himself with his mom's permission and include her being young and her age being 20 in the year 2020. Include his race being white. Include Peter's costume of choice not being a pirate but include what he is and have him be missing a piece of it and what it is and have him find it. Have him walk towards it tripping over something causing his shoes to fly off and have him accidentally stumble into a pair of skimpy sandals with a description of the skimpy sandals not being for a costume and include what they are for being part of an old outfit for a woman who had to walk the streets to make money and have them not belong to anyone living in the house or anyone they know and what kind of sandals they were not being pink and what color they were. Have him get confused and worried as he had no intention of putting them on yet they were now on his feet. Have him try to remove the shoes when his feet started cracking and aging turning a brown shade as toenail polish formed on his toes with a description of the color not being red and include what color it is. Have him say no I don't wanna be a girl and have it be in quoted text freaking out. Have his legs lengthen and feminized gaining fishnet stockings and have his body consistently feminize as he gained a female body and his hands and arms feminized as he gained matching fingernail polish. Have his head and hair and face feminize as he turned into a woman and have a skimpy female costume form with a description of the costume as well as a purse with a description of the purse. Have 5 specific pieces of jewelry form on him with detailed descriptions of each jewelry piece. Have his memories change until he only remembered being a woman. Reveal the black woman's name, her nickname, the craziest thing she saw when she was young, age being older than his mom, her birthplace not being Atlanta Georgia and include where she's from, height, weight, birthday, birth year being 35+ years older than his mom, hair color and style and eye color and have her be a stranger in the wrong house and what her outfit was for cause it wasn't a costume. Have her admire her reflection running her hands over herself and have it be in quoted text calling herself by her first name and her nickname hyping herself up and proudly and aggressively and rudely and spelling words wrong with an accent saying ooh girl and other things. Have her pose and admire her sandals and her pedicure and her feet being detailed on how she posed and commented on her feet and her sandals and how she moved her legs and her feet and what she did with her feet being proud and sassy and aggressively rudely hyped about herself doing things with her feet. Have her get confused and scared at where she is and have it be in quoted text hyping herself up calling herself girl and baby and other flirtier names including nig__ rudely and sassily listing 55 things about herself only she knows including things about her being black and where she's from not being Atlanta Georgia and mention where she's from and her political views and whether she's republican or democrat being specific on her opinion on 20 certain policies including policies that affect her as a black woman and a movement she supports and her opinion on Donald Trump and include a few sad and aggressive and depressing things that happened to her throughout her life including times cops harassed her for what she couldn't control and things she did for money for men being specific as to what they made her do and jobs she worked and have her entire life be something she isn't proud of but knowing she had no choice being specific and where she got her sandals from whether she bought them or got them from someone and why she likes them and how long she had them and where she got her nails done and where she got certain pieces of jewelry from and why she likes them and how long she had them and 5 encounters with the police she knows were motivated by hate and the things she did in her younger days she wasn't proud of to make money including letting men taking advantage of her being specific and list 5 things being detailed and list them all in quoted text filling in the blank in a format of 1 to 50 having no memory of who she used to be ever spelling the words wrong due to her accent and have her pronounce her home city and state with an accent and spell it the way she says it. Have her decide to leave the house sneaking out and have it be in quoted text wondering why she was even dressed like that spelling all words wrong in all quoted texts calling herself by her first name and nickname. Have her be in a completely different city and state far from home wondering how she got here and have it be in quoted text recognizing nothing about her surroundings and deciding to try to ask for help wherever and find a way home while acknowledging she's a lone woman nig__ and it's nighttime and have people be unhelpful and turn her way or have no idea how to help her and have nobody help her with a few of her encounters being aggressive before she gave up deciding to sleep in an alley and have it be in quoted text as she held back tears and eyed her shoes thinking they would be her only possible protection and have her try to keep herself warm somehow and have her call herself by her first name and her nickname. Have her never think of her old life or mention it at all ever. Have her start singing Love Like This by Faith Evans and include the lyrics she sings and have her sing flawlessly and have her sing a good portion of part of the song and include it in quoted text and have her sing it flawlessly while holding back tears and falling asleep. Have her wake up in the middle of the night around 1 am after hearing a sound and being unable to go back to sleep. Have her walk aimlessly until she was in front of a mirror. Have her look at her reflection as she thought if people would react differently to helping her if she weren't black and have it be in quoted text frustrated calling the white people she encountered crackas and calling the white people other insults listing 5 of them off being specific and spell words like sister as sista and never as neva and better as betta throughout the quoted texts in the story. Have her look down at her feet before jerking her head and saying what am i doing and have it be in quoted text wondering why she was looking at the same feet she had had since she was a little girl.